Day 357 - Weigh in

I haven't really been doing much in the way of exercise the last few days because when I got home from work on Thursday my left foot was a little bit swollen and hurt pretty bad.  I think with my workout on Wednesday evening I might have done something in the way of damage.  So i have been trying to just take it easy a little bit.

However, this morning when I woke up I decided to get up fairly early so that I am able to actually get a decent sleep tonight.  I have a big week planned for myself ahead of me and I really need to be able to make it.

I came downstairs, and went straight into the basement to get the weigh in done.  With all of the hard work that I had done this week, I was pretty sure that I was going to have a good weigh in.  I was right!  I weighed in at 182 lbs!  I went down 2.6 lbs, not quite the 3 lbs that I originally wanted but, pretty darn close!  I guess so far to date, that would be a total weight loss of 82 lbs so far!

I still have 5 weeks to go in order to lose the 15 lbs to reach my goal for the 20th of July but, with the dedication that I have had in the last week and the determination, I am pretty sure I can do it.  As I wasn't at the gym in the last few days, I really had a chance to do some thinking.  I have reached a few decisions and I am very excited and at the same time, intimidated.

I am still very upset about what happened on Wednesday with my session being cancelled and I guess until I talk to Jeremy, it's just going to be that way.  So, I have decided that I will just be continuing as I am to go to the gym on my time off and if he happens to approach me or text me, only then will I be discussing what happened and letting him know how I feel about it.

Also, I have decided that it is time for me to move on in my life and to go on to become more independant and responsible.  I have plans in place to be living on my own, in my own place within the next 3 or max 4 months.  I firmly believe that I have finally made the changes that needed to be made in order to finally be able to become the adult that I am supposed to be.

I have also made an appointment on the 8th of August to start getting work done on my teeth.  I know they are pretty bad, as I had just given up on myself and my happiness and now that I am on the road to a better and more exciting life, I want to make sure all of me is fixed.

So I'm not exactly sure what the next year is going to bring in my life.  I have another 18 days until the leg of the blog journey is complete and after those 8 days, it looks like the blogs will be stopping.  It's been fun, and very educational as well as emotional, but, I think I am at that point in my journey that I don't need the reminder any more of what was.  I can only move forward from here. :)